Monthly Archives: December 2020

Reflections on dimsumdyke: Curating a portfolio blog rooted in intersectional feminist praxis

Over the course of this semester, I have curated dimsumdyke to be a queer counterpublic that showcases my best writing and art pieces. The blog is intended to act as a platform that showcases a marginalized experience from an intersectional lens. Readers of the blog, aside from those in or instructing PUB 101, are imagined to be fellow queer folx, artists and academics. As a portfolio, this blog serves the purpose of preserving my works digitally, some of which are available for download, for fellow writers and artists to view and reference. While the blog acts as a tool for this purpose, I have constructed this virtual garden not only for this reason, but as a sanctuary for those who are marginalized themselves, especially those of a similar background to me, to find solidarity in my work. Representation of marginalized communities that is accurate and informed by lived experience is crucial to the well-being of marginalized folx and the vitality of communities. From personal intersectionally marginalized experience, I can vouch for the fact that representation matters.

All of my work on this blog, and in the rest of my life, is informed by an intersectionally feminist praxis – a theory put into practice in an ongoing effort to address the interconnected nature of oppressions. The embodiment of this praxis is inspired by Intersectional Apocalypse, “a student-run, peer-edited, open access journal focused on collecting and sharing knowledge that is intersectionally feminist, LGBTQ2IA+ positive, anti-colonial, anti-racist, and anti-oppressive“. I had the pleasure of being a member of the editorial team for the publication’s first issue and learnt a lot about the embodiment of theory in practice, thus fostering my desire to employ intersectional praxis into all of my works.

The values that the editorial team of Intersectional Apocalypse brought forth to the publication inspired the goals that I began my publication with. Dissecting the meaning of intersectional feminist praxis, the central values instilled in my own publication are anti-oppression, accessibility, and, of course, queer-positivity. In order to embody these values digitally, I began by utilizing one of WordPress’ accessible themes and ensured that I used acceptable contrast between text and background on my site. Building off of this design choice, I developed an About Page that encompasses my values of intersectionality, queer-positivity, and anti-oppression. Following, all of my portfolio posts are rooted in intersectional feminist praxis and center my marginalized experience, with emphasis on my queerness, through the media of art and writing.

After satisfactorily developing a space that encompasses my values, my goals shifted from engendering anti-oppression, accessibility, and queer-positivity to developing a design and content that both showcased my own aesthetics and spoke to the requirements of the class. Inspired by my other online publications, such as my Tumblr and my Instagram, I wanted to ensure that my blog followed suit with my other digital media. The high contrast used on my Tumblr and the visual aesthetics of my Instagram played an inspirational role in curating my portfolio. Also inspiring my blog, both through aesthetics and content, is the queer-centered news platform them.

As the semester comes to an end, this will be my last process post. However, I will likely continue to add to the portfolio section of my blog. This website has served me well, acting as a resource to link out in applications for jobs related to my degree in Gender, Sexuality and Women’s Studies. As such, I believe it would be beneficial to myself to continue to showcase my best work on this blog. Further, I would like to grow my audience by linking out to this site on my other social media, as to invite others to learn from my work and find solidarity in it. Prior to this class, I had established a fairly strong social media presence on various platforms. I had not, however, developed an academically sound presence. My presence on social media was simply surrounding my personal life, highlighting my queerness, mixed-ethnicity, and personal interests, such as spirituality. My academic life was sanctioned to my notebooks, documents saved on my laptop, and the work conducted on the school’s Canvas website. This class allowed me to expand my horizons of academic work, affording me the opportunity to hone my skills of blog development through an academic lens and give me the space to fuse the virtual production of the self with academia, in both the nature of this blog being created for a class, and of it functioning as a portfolio including academic works. I look forward to using the tools I learnt in this class to further develop my portfolio.

References

dimsumdyke. WordPress. 2020. https://dimsumdyke.com/

Intersectional Apocalypse. Simon Fraser University. https://journals.lib.sfu.ca/index.php/ifj/

Sailor Sar. Tumblr. https://dimsumdyke.tumblr.com/

sarxh444. Instagram. https://www.instagram.com/sarxh444/

them. 2020. https://www.them.us/

1 Colour and 1 Brush: How to line paint

Hi Everyone! Today I will be teaching you guys about line paintings 🙂

Line paintings are the best if you love something minimalistic or want to create something simple. These types of paintings are definitely a fan favourite when my friends ask me to paint them something and I love painting it for them.

Although I want to say that line paintings are easy, they do take some time to paint because you need to get your hand super steady and make sure your lines are even in thickness. But in the end, it is all worth it, trust me and trust the process!

Supplies Needed

  • A canvas of your choice
  • A thin paintbrush for crisp lines
  • White Paint (or whatever colour your canvas is or will be)
  • Black paint (or whatever paint colour you would like your line to be)
  • Water Cup with water inside
  • Paper Towel
  • Optional: Picture from online you want to draw

If you aren’t too comfortable with drawing or want to take inspiration from elsewhere, you can trace a picture onto your canvas. Check out a blog post I wrote on how to do this here.

With that being said, a pencil sketch isn’t necessary. If you are confident with your stroke or want to let the paint brush take control, go for it! But if you do mistakes, don’t worry. You can simply cover up any mistakes with a swipe of white paint or whatever colour your canvas is.

Heres an example of one that I painted for a friend of mine.

If you are interested in more of my paintings, check out my gallery!

Thats all for today, I hope you enjoyed!

<3 Carissa

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Brown Brown Brown

Hi everyone and welcome back to another week of blogging! This week’s blog post is about all things brown! Over the past few months we have seen the colour brown popping up in all of our closets. This neutral colour is not as ordinary as black, but is still fun without being too harsh on […]

Online Shaming, Cancel Culture, and Community Guidelines

This week’s lecture and assigned readings were particularly interesting to me because even though I have yet to witness the harm that online comments can have on my site, I have seen it happen to more people than I can count. While we may not know the people who use online comments to shame us, I imagine that the understanding that they are real people is quite disheartening to the person being shamed. Maria Konnikova’s article “The Psychology of Online Comments” highlights how we are unlikely to have our opinion changed by an anonymous comment. That makes plenty of sense to me- why would I listen to someone who is afraid to show themselves? But if they are not anonymous? If you can gain information about their life, their job, their family? It quickly becomes apparent that this person is so confident that they are right that they show themselves while in an argument against you. That must be one of the worst feelings in the world.

When watching Jon Ronson’s TED Talk, “When Online Shaming Spirals Out of Control”, I was instantly reminded of how “cancel culture” is currently used in society. Upon discussion with my classmates, what became clear is that some people can be “cancelled” and have their life ruined, while other can be “cancelled” for similar reasons and continue with their lives without consequences. The middle-class women mentioned in Ronson’s speech were destroyed by the online scrutiny they received. But people in positions of privilege, white men in particular, can go about their days as if nothing happened. The example of Chris Pratt that my peer discussed was a perfect example of this. In the future, I plan to be more critical in analyzing the way cancel culture presents itself to different types of people, and I hope you do too!

I think it is important to remember that we all make mistakes, and that by nature of the internet, more of these mistakes get displayed publicly. I think that by cancelling people for little mistakes, we are responsible for criminalizing mistakes that could be undone with a little help. Obviously, there are some people that should stay away when they are cancelled. Like, we don’t need to hear any sympathy pleas from Harvey Weinstein. I’m talking about the people who are open to self-reflection and respond to feedback from others. If you can own up to your mistakes and make amends to the people you harmed, shouldn’t you be forgiven? Growth comes from learning from mistakes, and if we don’t let people come back from mistakes, how many “good” people will remain? We need allies in the fight against the patriarchy, racism, homophobia, transphobia, fatphobia, etc., and the way to obtain these allies is through teaching, not shaming.

In saying all of this, it’s inevitable that I recognize the benefit of having Community Guidelines on my site. That being said, I have yet to receive a comment or email on Masked Retail. My thought is that if I find that I can continue posting here during the next semester, even though I won’t be in a Publishing class (☹), I will implement these guidelines. Given where I’m currently at, though, it does not seem necessary to do this right away.

(Featured Image by Crawford Jolly on Unsplash)

Working on Black Friday… Was Surprisingly Okay?

Last week, I posted a gif on this site that summarized how terrible I expected Black Friday to be as a retail worker. This was my third Black Friday working at my retail store, and in previous years it was SO BUSY. I would come home after those shifts and sleep for 12 hours just to let my body recover from the insanity.

Even with the Covid-19 pandemic this year, I still expected Black Friday to be busy. This past summer, we would have long lineups of people waiting to get into our store, so I expected that Black Friday would be even worse. Despite the rising Covid cases in BC, my faith that people would stay home this year was pretty low.

Well, I guess I was wrong! My store did not have people lining up to come inside. It was maybe a little bit busier than the average weekend, but not by a lot. At first, I wondered if only my store had been affected by this, but when looking at other stores in the mall, it seems like we were all in the same situation.

I would love to think that this is all related to people finally realizing that they should stay home when possible, but I feel like there is another factor at play. Black Friday is not so much a day as it is a week. Most stores, mine included, have Black Friday deals going for several days, and don’t necessarily provide an additional discount on the Friday as opposed to Saturday or Sunday. If consumers have begun to realize this, it could be another reason why it wasn’t so busy on Friday- perhaps people are spreading out and shopping on different days. Whatever the case, I am glad that we were able to provide a safe shopping experience and that I only needed to sleep for 10 hours to recover from this year’s Black Friday😉

(Featured Image by Markus Spiske on Unsplash)

Dad Pants

Hi guys and welcome back to another week of blogging! This weeks blog post is all about the dad pant. Dad pants are the perfect pair of pants if you’re looking for something comfy but classy and trendy to wear. Over the past few months we have seen this pant come into style because of […]

Week 12 – Diving into the Deep End of Comments

The comments section can be a nasty place.

We learned early on about the online disinhibition effect, which implies that anonymity may allow one to shed their usual restraints or integrity. This means that you may say something you wouldn’t normally or engage in a conversation you would usually avoid because no one actually knows who you are.

This is easily facilitated throughout comment sections that allow people to post anonymously. An article from the New Yorker discusses how comments are often uncivil because there are no consequences for your words. Posting anonymously allows you to say whatever you want and then hide away and pretend it never happened.

“Without the traditional trappings of personal communication, like non-verbal cues, context, and tone, comments can become overly impersonal and cold.”

Maria Konnikova

This article also notes that anonymity is not always bad, but it can promote engagement, risk taking and creativity. Konnikova discusses how people may be more likely to participate in a conversation.

Another article posted by the Guardian talked about who faces the most abuse online. This article showed data revealing that women, people of faith, or members of the LGBTQ+ community received the most abusive comments.

I have often left comments on friend’s posts, or community events, but I often leave this section alone because of all the hate and abuse that can occur. It hurts my heart to see the words people post when they are protected by the anonymity of their computer screen.

But can these interactions be turned into something good?

We watched a Ted Talk in class from Dylan Marron that showed how negative comments could be turned into positive interactions. He has received tons of internet hate from the videos he has created, and he decided that he would call them to try and regain the humanity behind their comment.

A lot of these phone calls went really well, and Marron was able to prompt commentors to think before they post. The most impactful thing he said was that empathy is not endorsement. We can disagree with someone but still try and understand their viewpoint.

“Empathy is not endorsement.”

Dylan Marron

This is so needed today. There is so much hate and division between people with different political or cultural views.

Empathy allows us to extend understanding to the people around us.

Empathy allows us to realize that we all have different upbringings, relationships with our parents, and histories of abuse.

Empathy allows us to see the human in the person before us and take a moment to understand before jumping into hate.

There are people behind every post. Extend empathy before posting cruel messages or a critical comments.

Enjoy the sunshine today friends 😊

Queer Counterpublics

The internet has afforded me access to spaces that center queer experiences. These spaces allow me to fully embody and indulge in my queerness. I am a part of a multitude of trans, non-binary, lesbian and generally queer groups on Facebook; my Instagram and Twitter followings are largely queer and I follow many queer folx and pages; likewise, my feed on Tumblr includes queer content too. When I was given the opportunity to create this blog, there was no question in my mind that it would act as a queer counterpublic as well. Centering queer voices on the topic of queer experiences is crucial to the well-being of queer individuals and is vital to the community. Creating spaces for queer experience to be shared is something I value greatly and I wanted this blog to act as that sort of space.

Talk about Parasite(2019)

Bong Joon-ho’s “Parasite” has won the Palme d ‘Or at the Cannes film festival, since then, the film Parasite has become the focus of intense discussion. The film points out the problem of the solidification of Korean social class in black humour, however, different from the other similar films, Parasite does not present the idea of social class solidification in the form of critiquing or condemning. Instead, characters and their behaviours are not defined rigidly. Such vague feeling makes the film closer to life and leaves the spectators space for subjective interpretation.

I would like to talk about Parasite in relation to psychoanalysis, affective and tactile theory. I will include some film theory from Christian Mez, to know more you can visit https://literariness.org/2018/03/20/key-theories-of-christian-metz/

   In Metz’s psychoanalysis, he mainly discusses the idea of mirror effect, identification, voyeurism, fetish and disavows. Spectators will experience the process of identifying themselves in the first stage and identifying with the camera and characters in the second stage. We are unconsciously aware that the film is not the substitution of reality but a signifier, however, it is the disavow of knowledge that helps us immersed in the film. Voyeurism is also one of the significant elements that contribute on creating pleasure in spectatorship. Marks promotes the ideology of affective analysis and tactile epistemology, which she promotes a thinking process that is initially triggered by affects and perceptions and theories are ultimately shaped upon the foundation of affects and perceptions. She also reinforces the benefit of tactile visuality in cinema, that tactile visuality realizes the transformation of sensation from visual to tactile and hence enhance the viewing experience.

screenshot from Parasite(2019)

The first selected scene reveals the first conflict climax between the Kim family and Moon-gwang couple. After the Park family went on camping, the Kim family became the master of the luxury house. By the arrival of Moon-gwang, the Kim family accidentally found Moon-gwang’s husband secretly living in the basement of the house for years. After Kim fell off from the stair, Moon-gwang suddenly identifies their identity and switched her attitude from humble and praying to threaten the Kim family, a fierce confrontation ensued.

    A long shot of the house view stands out from the entire scene because it gives an overview of the fight between two families. In Metz’s psychoanalysis, he might see this scene as a typical example of voyeurism. Such a point of view could be the view of a neighbour or a person who passes by the house, seeing the two families fighting through the window. The distance between the house and the camera point of view creates a sense of “peeking”, that Metz might find it pleasurable identifying himself as the neighbour or the third party who is hiding in the bushes outside the house. Speaking of frame composition, the house is composed in the center of the darkness which reinforces the sense of voyeurism in terms of Baudry’s ideology of film apparatus. At the moment of seeing this scene, the unconscious behaviour such as squinting eyes, feeling cold in the backs, clenching fists are categorized as the possibility of scopophilia. However, the idea of voyeurism has not yet defined, but the effect and percept of it.

   Following on is the intense fight scene for Metz, the sense of intense might be eased by melodious background music, in which Baudry and Metz’s ideology, film apparatus has a considerable impact on the spectator’s response to the image on the screen.

   In the following shot, Ki-Jung ran towards the fridge and grab a bag of peach. Metz might argue that as Ki-Jung turns back and begun running towards the fridge, the spectators are endowed with an all perceiving point of view because we know that she is going to attack the Moon-gwang with the peach since we know Moon-gwang is allergic to peach. Metz’s feeling of tension appears as he identifies himself with any of the characters who are fighting the Parks family’s house. At the moment, the six people in the house are in great fear of being discovered by Ms. Park when the phone ring.

Screenshot from Parasite(2019)

   The second selected scene reveals the climax of the entire film. Because of the rain yesterday, the Park family’s camping was cancelled. Ms. Park then decided to hold a birthday party for Da-song at home today. Comparatively, the Kim family is the victim of the rain that they spent the night in a gym because their basement house was soaked in sewage. They had to take cloth from the relief supply in order to attend the birthday party. Mr. Kim was then asked to drive Ms. Park to the grocery store. In the car, Ms. Park unconsciously covered her nose because of the smell of Mr. Kim. In this specific shot of Mr. Park covering her nose, Metz might regard the smell as a signifier in film, that the smell from Mr. Kim is not necessarily representing only the sensational smell but implicating the smell of poverty. Such behavior can be interpreted as the sarcasm of the rich against the poor. However, Marks will find a sensational resonance with Ms. Park as she covers her nose, such visuality will stimulate the sense of smell, that Marks might start to imagine the smell of Mr. Kim. Following on, she will refer to the memory of various kinds of smell and define the smell with that objective memory.

   The next intensive shot is the fighting between Ki-woo and Moon-gwang’s husband. Ki-woo took the rock and intended to kill Moon-gwang’s husband because he believed it is the only way that can extend their parasitic life. After an intensive fight, Ki-woo is almost hit to death by Moon-gwang’s husband with the rock. In this shot, Metz would see the rock as a signifier of the desire to come across the poor social class. Throughout the film, Ki-woo regards the rock as a lucky rock that can bring fortune and change the fate of the Kim family, he was even holding the rock as he had to take refuge in the gym. For Marks, such a brutal scene might be a strong affective shock to Marks at the first moment. However, Marks might later find out that such affect was arisen by the critique of the poor killing each other and the ironic contrast with the comfortable lives of the rich.

  Moon-gwang’s husband walked out of the basement with a bloody face, took a knife from the kitchen and walked toward the crowd outside. People didn’t notice him at first, but he quickened his pace and rushed into the middle of the crowd and stabbed Ki-jung in the heart. In this shot, Metz might find himself lost in identifying himself in the film and have a risk of losing his immersion in film. It is challenging to identify himself with Moon-gwang’s husband firstly because there is a lack of words from Moon-gwang’s husband as to comprehend the inner activity of Moon-gwang’s husband, instead, he is showing a state of mental disorder through his eyes and behaviors. Secondly, it is difficult to psychologically resonant with a person who lives in a parasitic life for years in a basement. Marks might find herself sympathizing both Ki-woo and Moon-gwang that both of them are the poor who struggle to live in the bottom of the society, but choose to abandon their dignity and killing each other for a parasitic life in a rich family.

    Mr. Kim kneeled down on the ground pressing the wound for Ki-jung, Ms. Kim was fighting with Moon-gwang, the other guests were in chaos. The entire scene is represented in slow motion. Such slow motion might give Marks a sense of chocking, which is possibly caused by her identification with Ki-jung. In the chaos, Mr. Park asked Mr. Kim to drive Da-song to the hospital in an almost commanding manner, Mr. Kim threw the car key to him but the key accidentally slipped under the body of Moon-gwang’s husband. Again, Mr. Park unconsciously frowned and covered his nose as he approached Moon-gwang’s husband to get the keys. At this moment, Metz and Marks meet their consensus that both of them successfully identify themselves with Mr. Kim by recognizing the act of covering the nose as the signifier and the smell that has been mentioned throughout the film. By identifying themselves with Mr. Kim, they understand that the loss of dignity ultimately provokes Mr. Kim and leads him to kill Mr. Park.

The Ultimate Fall Boot

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Blue Jays rumour mill: Springer, Wong, Bradley Jr. among free-agent candidates

The Blue Jays have been linked to free-agent CF George Springer. Photo credit: Keith Allison / Wikimedia Commons.

MLB Free Agency began nearly one month ago on November 1st, but the dominos for big-ticket items have still yet to fall with December knocking at the door.

The Blue Jays made the postseason for the first time since 2016 in a 2020’s shortened 60-game season, but management, players, and fans are certainly hoping that was just the beginning. Last offseason, the team bolstered their starting pitching by signing former Dodgers’ LHP Hyun-Jin Ryu to a four-year, $80 million contract. The move paid off well for the Jays as Ryu went on to post a 5-2 record with a 2.69 ERA in 12 games, good enough for a third-place finish in AL Cy Young voting.

This offseason, the Blue Jays seem to have their eyes set on improving defensively up the middle of the field while adding some more offensive punch to their lineup in the process. The team has been linked to high-profile names like CF George Springer (Astros), CF Jackie Bradley Jr. (Red Sox), 2B DJ Lemahieu (Yankees), and 2B Kolten Wong (Cardinals).

At the moment it seems like Lemahieu will find his way back to the Yankees, clearing the path for a Kolten Wong signing if both sides can find some common ground. He certainly won’t dazzle you at the plate with a career .261 batting average and 53 home runs in 852 career games, but he also won’t be a hindrance to the lineup. More importantly, he’s coming off his second straight Gold Glove victory thanks to his stellar play at second base. This is where the Blue Jays can really use his help, as the club finished in the bottom third of the league for errors committed in 2020. Having the 30-year-old Wong between young infielders Vlad Guerrero Jr. and Rowdy Tellez will help bring some stability to the Toronto infield.

Beyond the infield, the Blue Jays do have a solid outfield trio in Teoscar Hernandez, Lourdes Gurriel Jr., and Randal Grichuk, each of which are under club control until at least 2024, so the team won’t be completely lost if they fail to land a big-ticket item like George Springer. Hernandez had a terrific year offensively last season, blasting 16 home runs and 34 RBIs in just 50 games played, while Gurriel Jr. posted similar numbers at the plate (11 HR, 33 RBI, 57 GP) and was named a Gold Glove finalist in left field for his tremendous defensive play. Grichuk had himself a fine season offensively as well with 12 homers and 35 RBIs in 55 games played, but his defensive play has been below average since joining the Blue Jays in 2018, making him the most likely candidate to be moved to DH or dealt away via trade if a big free-agent comes in.

At this point, rumours are just that. Until pen meets paper and the figures are reported, nothing is guaranteed. But it seems like Toronto is attracting mutual interest as well. According to MLB Network’s Jon Morosi, George Springer has given playing for Toronto some “serious thought.”

Springer is a three-time All-Star that would bring a career. 270/.361/.491 slash line along with 174 home runs and 458 RBIs to the Blue Jays, instantly improving the top-end of their lineup. He was also named World Series MVP in 2017 when the Astros defeated the Dodgers, although that might be less of a talking point for the Springer camp in his negotiations given that accusations of sign-stealing and cheating have since made that the most controversial World Series in history.

Still, there’s no doubt that Springer would make the Blue Jays a better team in 2021. If they end up losing out on him, look for them to be all-in on Jackie Bradley Jr. who has proven to be one of the best defensive centerfielders in the game. He doesn’t have the same offensive pedigree as Springer, but he’ll certainly be a cheaper option while still bolstering Toronto’s defense.

Toronto has also been linked to names like left-handed relief pitcher Brad Hand, as reported by Jon Morosi, and veteran catcher J.T. Realmuto, per Craig Mish.

It could still be a while yet before any of these rumours play out, if at all, however. As R.J. Anderson and Mike Axisa have noted, “MLB free agency is a marathon, not a sprint.”