I wish I knew before
I wish someone had told me
At least now
I’m here to help myself
It hurts to hit rock bottom
It hurts when no one is there
It hurts to see failure standing there
Standing there with a vicious grin
I can’t express enough
How much it hurts to be tormented
Tormented by what could be
It hurts when they say it’ll be fine
When it won’t
It can’t be fine if I’m not fine
It hurts to live with this guilt
That you’re doing something wrong
Maybe I am doing something wrong
No
I’m definitely doing something wrong
I’m absolutely doing something wrong
But I can’t help it
I needed someone to tell me
I needed someone to be there
When I was screaming my silent screams
But now I’m fine
They were right
It’s fine
Everything is fine
All is fine in their eyes
But they don’t see what’s in the dark
They don’t see what’s happening
They don’t know what’s going on
Don’t worry I’ve learned
I’ve learned that I must be fine
If all around me is fine
Then I am fine
Absolutely fine